I am competing again in the NPC Lenda Murray competition. Last year I was going to compete but I was dealing with a lot. Dealing with my brothers death and trying to do a fitness expo all of that at the same time of competing. I had no focus, my mind was all over the place. So I made the decision to pull out of the competition. This year I am ready! My mind is focused. I feel like this time around I am more determined to be better thank I was when I first competed. I am putting more of an effort into keeping my diet clean. That means no cheat meals until my coach tells me I can. Before I use to get cheat meal once a week, but not this time! I was given one this past week for Mother's Day which was freakin awesome! I am no back on track. I have to stay focused. I am going to see this through.